Whoa, it been a long time since i blog ya. Since last year i never bloggg ya, cause i totally forgotten i have a blog:x hehehehe, how smart am i right ~ I'm sec 2 this year ! And got new teacher, eeeeks english teacher suck ttm CAN ! She like to repeat what she say , which make my class laugh. Sian, i don't want to go school, school so boringgggg ! Haiz, im sick ! Damn xin ku.. told my boyfriend, i was sick like he don't care like that. He never even call me or text me whether im feeling better anotD: What kind of boyfriend i have right. Might as well , i dont tell him sua. Nothing else to blog already, BUHBYEEEE. Blog when i feel like blogging or whatever:P :D

saddddddddd:( been feeling down this few days. i just dont know what got into me that makes me damn saddd:( haiz, having all types of problem with friends. i know alice, wanqi, peiying, pamm, isabelle and many more hates me. hate me is fine, but i need a true friend that understand me and stuff. how i wish i have a true friend. true friend is really hard to find. and why was i born into this world. everything i do, sure there is a problem there. WHY!? I really hate my damn life. MY LIFE TOTALLY SUCK! and another thing is i like this guy, and once he told me like me, but i dont know whether is real anot! is it find to hurt someone's feeling like this. i doubt he like me, his just trying to lie to me. sigh, life really bad for me. how i wish there is a person who understand me much, but i just cant find the right person to talk to. im so UGLY! i just feel like dying and dont need to worry about all this things im going throught now. OK, lets stop talking about all this things! lets talk about my EXAM! argghhh, damn it. i FCKING hate ART la! Art is freaking hard okie! Science exam is tomorrow, but i have not study yet! damn it! i have nothing to say already. g2g now~ blog again when im freeeee:D

"sigh" suddenly think of the past:( makes me feel damn sad. all the bad things i do really make me sad. regretted doing all those things!!i feel damn sad now. tears rolling down my cheek. that's one time, i did something real bad, and teacher found out and i didnt dare to admit so the whole class gotta stay back. then my close fren angry with me coz i lie to wanqi! then one girl say me until very jia liat. i even cry:'( i really regretted doing all the bad things! now im trying to change! heart pain! how i wish i was'nt even born to this world! so none of this will happen! :(((( whenever im sad, no one there for me.... i cant take it! im just gonna cry out!!!! g2g. i will blog other day! sadded....

Weather is so FREAKING hot this few days... i cant take it ANYMORE! im gonna MELT... And WOOTS, holidays is here. but its boring! Every body wants HOLIDAY to come. And when its here, it so BORING every single day... Haiz, life's boring anyway! im also Sian one... And i cant take the weather in SINGAPORE!! Im gonna DIE already!!! ARHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG...
Why singapore cannot have SNOW? i wan go SNOW CITY IN JURONG and I WANNA GO SWIMMING!!! ARHGGGGG... weather super duper HOT!
And i miss mt stead... he has'nt been replying my msg:( but i don care. i miss him badly!! i wanna HUG HIM!! i wan him by my side!!!
Ohya, i wanna THANK GOD that i pass my exams without studying!1
Guess what, im going to my fren and stay overnight.. WOOTS, gonna have fun man.. coz its holiday. And im trying to find things to DO during the BORING holidays!! haha:)

Nothing much to say already. haha...
BYEEE bloggie..i will post some other and i don know when.. haha!
NIGHTS BLOG!!



My life's been boring this few days..*sigh* don know what to do also, also use computer,facebook, and chat nia. super duper sian sia... haiz, stead hasnt been msging me.. sad, everytime is i msg him first de.. then i ask him why everytime is i msg him first not he msg me 1st and guess what he say.. he say maybe his lazy, how can a boifriend be like that!! really really sad coz of him!:( then hor yestersday i fight with this bitch sia! nvm, don wanna say anymore le la.. she really damn too much la... WOOTS, tmr going out with frens,, sian la, everytime to PP(parkway). everytime when i go out i will always go PP. damn sian la!!! wait go bugis some don know how to go home.. then nvm lor. go PP lor!!!

gtg. post some other day. when im free:)
going out tmr.. maybe i will post tmr ba.. kekeke....
nites bloggie...

AWWWW, i cant be baptism till im 16!! i cant wait anymore!! i understand why god is doing this!!! i really hope god WATCH over me now!!! as i will always trust in GOD!!!HOPE i can be BAPTISM as soon as possible!!im SORRY for not attedning church god! but i promise u i will go to church when im BAPTISM!!! hope god will trust me!!! and i really wanna be BAPTISM... just cant wait to be baptism O loRd! i will never use ur name in VAIN!!!!